Hah. Have you ever felt such of a nuisance when you share your unreserved enthusiasm out to treat someone only to find out it ended one being misunderstood and it comes to no avail? Do you know what it feels like being treated a way where you were being completely ignored when you have done a thousand good deed and a single bad one? It’s heartening to learn the truth of how one felt when all I did was for nothing, NOTHING! Are relationships so fragile that such a simple obstacle, we couldn’t conquer? It’s useless after all. I’m merely hoping minimal treatment in return, and yet it was returned – in a terrible manner behind my back without even me knowing.
Life, as I know it, is essentially this cruel. I realize that life have to move on regardless one’s presence. The Earth does not stop rotating from it’s axis because of someone.
I choose to look forward for tomorrow.
I will not choose to reminisce the past which I am so fond of.
I hope to possess the courage needed for me to live life better for I deserve better – much better to be treated of such a manner.
I will constantly convince myself that it is their loss for losing me.
This will be my last rant for the crux of this matter, hopefully.
